Tuesday, October 23, 2007

BACK IN THE SLING:
Once More Under the Knife...

I’ve gone through many months of Occupational Therapy and was nearing the end of my recovery. Or so I thought...

I was back in NY for a few weeks and went for a follow-up doctor’s appointment to check my healing progress; unfortunately, my right thumb hasn‘t been healing like it should. I could use it a little bit, but if I made a fist and rotated my hand toward the underside of my forearm, my thumb would automatically pop out. Conversely, whenever I would stretch my hand back, as if to do a push-up (which I still can’t do, btw), my thumb would automatically pull toward my palm. The last time I saw the doctors, a month or so before this visit, I explained all of this to them and they recommended more surgery to figure out what was up and to try to fix it. I blanched at the thought of more surgery, as did my occupational therapist. It had already been four months since my bike accident and I was still in therapy; I hated the idea of starting all over again... But my thumb was messed up. I could move it around, but I couldn’t do a thumbs up, I couldn’t use scissors, and, worst of all, it really hurt at the smallest thumb joint whenever I held a pen, and I had to take frequent breaks when trying to write. Still, to avoid surgery, I could live with that...

But I couldn’t live with a large screw sticking out of my arm. I’d noticed a strange, hard lump on the top side of my forearm, right in the middle. When I went for my appointment, the surgeon compared my lump to my x-rays and determined that one of the pins holding my ‘bionic’ plate in place was too long and protruded through my tendons, nerves, and such. Over time, I would develop pain, complications, and probable loss of use of parts of my hand. The pin had to go. And, while I was under, I might as well have the thumb looked at...

So I called Chris with a lovely “how would you like to come visit NY?” My surgery was scheduled for less than a week later, and Chris flew out to take care of me.

The surgeons removed two pins from my arm; they went in through the original incision, causing no extra scarring. They did slice me open in three other places, though, to work on my thumb. It turns out that one of the two main tendons in my thumb had gotten tangled in my bone chunks and metal mass and such. The surgeons released it, but it was too mangled to save. So, they clipped an ‘extra’ tendon off of my index finger and grafted it onto my thumb.

The surgery went very well, and the doctors are extremely optimistic that I should get full use of my thumb back. My forearm needs to be in a cast for six weeks, with my thumb completely immobilized, so the new tendon has time to successfully attach itself. Unlike the hell that was my surgery in May, I felt pretty great after this one (excluding the bouts of vomiting and dry-heaving as I awoke from sedation, which they say is pretty standard); I was surprised that I didn’t even need any pain medication (beyond Tylenol) the day after surgery.

Two good things about my current cast: 1) it stops before my elbow, so I can bend my arm. This has made showering and such much easier than in May, when my cast covered my broken elbow and I couldn’t straighten my arm at all. 2) Although my thumb is completely immobilized, my other four fingers are free from just above the joint. I can do most two-handed things, and I can keep these fingers moving to avoid working on them in therapy (it took me over a month to be able to bend my fingers enough to make a fist last time.

Two bad things about my cast: 1) it’s cumbersome. It’s kinda enormous, actually. It’s so bulky that I can’t really wear anything but t-shirts. 2) It’s a bloody mess. Literally. Supposedly there was a heck of a lot of bleeding during my surgery, so they put two stints into m arm to prevent swelling. It was like having two floppy, rubber straws sticking out of my arm, at the top of my cast near the elbow. When the doctor tugged the splints out of my arm the day after the surgery, blood poured out with them. I have a soft cast, wrapped (and wrapped and wrapped. Did I mention it’s huge?) in gauze, and the whole underside of it is now red-brown from dried blood. Thankfully, I have to keep my arm in a sling for now, so I can hid the mess in public (my roommate and her friend freaked when they first saw my arm thinking I was bleeding profusely).

I only have to wear this cast for two weeks, though, at which point they’ll remove it to pull out my multitude of stitches and hopefully give me a prettier, snazzier cast. Fingers crossed! On my left hand, anyway...

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Monday, October 08, 2007

I'M ALIVE

and

SELLING MY COMICS!



Thanks to all of you for your support during my recovery. I'm still in physical therapy working on my hand, and it's been a longer, slower, more frustrating process than I realized it would be, but I've made a good recovery so for. I've been plugging away at therapy and working on my dissertation, so this Blog has pretty much fallen by the wayside. For now...

Here's a quick update:

Chris and I are still happy together. I'm looking for work in San Francisco. Ozzy's doing well. And I'm SELLING MY COMICS (or trying to, at least!)

Check out my attempt to sell my collection HERE.

I hope you all had better summers than I did, and stay safe!

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Monday, July 02, 2007

ON THE ROAD TO RECOVERY

I had surgery on my right wrist six weeks ago and am on the road to recovery. The three surgeons (including the 'go-to' wrist surgeon for New York city) all agreed that it was the worst break any of them had ever seen. They said it was like a grenade went off in my wrist. I have substantial bone loss that they weren't able to salvage, and I now have a metal plate in my arm.

My right hand was pretty much a useless lump, swollen to the size of a softball mitt (well, almost). I've been doing physical therapy every day, and I can almost make a fist now. I have no grip strength yet, though. The doctor says it may take up to six months for me to get my grip back. Who knew it could be so hard to get a grip?

One of the many daunting realities of this experience is how quickly muscle mass disintegrates. I'd gotten to a place in my life where I had a comfortable self-image and was happy with my physique, but that all went away practically overnight. I'm not able to run yet, so, despite walking over an hour every day, I still put on a little weight. Even worse than that, though, is that any muscle mass I may have had has disappeared. I have chicken arms...

I'm trying to stay positive through all of this. As much as this may suck, it's just a few broken bones. I will recover. I'm fully mobile now and can do pretty much everything for myself. I can't manage anyyhting heavy yet, though, so I'm still a ways away from being able to lift weights or even do push-ups. I don't know how long it'll take me to get back into the kind of shape I was in before my accident, but I will get there. I'm lucky that I was wearing a helmet and also that my legs weren't injured. I'm lucky that I have a great boyfriend who took care of me when I couldn't even feed myself.

I'm still not up for blogging full steam, though. I can't ever keep things in my right pocket because my right hand can't pull them out, so I no longer carry my camera with me. I'm trying to make the most of my recovery period, which means that I'm putting my head down and am trying to make big strides with my dissertation work. Typing my diss notes every day is therapy enough, so I just don't have it in me yet to also try to type blog entries.

Just a quick non-broken-bones digression: my Summer movie checklist so far:
Spider-Man 3 :Terrible!
Pirates 3: Boring
Shrek the Third: Decent. Could have been so much better
Knocked Up: Not as funny as the hype, but I still really enjoyed it. Very touching
Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer: Lousy, but not half as bad as the first one
Live Free or Die Hard: Loved it!
Ratatouille: Loved it! SO cute

Shaney, thanks for checking up on me today. And Sue, g, and everyone else who've been wishing me well, Thanks! I'm on the mend...

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Wednesday, May 09, 2007

TWO BROKEN WRISTS AND TWO BROKEN ELBOWS
I won't be blogging for awhile...



I'm sorry to write that this will be my final post for the foreseeable future.




I went for a short training ride today and ended up in the hospital.




I was coasting down the Manhattan side of the Brooklyn Bridge when I hit some sort of bump, lost control of my bike, and was pitched over my handlebars.




I broke both of my wrists and both of my elbows. The docs say that my right wrist shattered in five places and I will need surgery. I'm likely looking at a three-month recovery. I also have an assortment of nasty road burns on my back, shoulder, hip, knee, and hands.




It was a pretty lousy day. Snapping my wrist was the most painful thing I've ever experienced, and I almost lost consciousness several times when the doctor finally set it five hours later. But, thankfully, I'm alive.




In the grand scheme of things, I was lucky. I didn't hit any of the many pedestrians on the bridge. I had a helmet on and my head is fine (well, as fine as it ever was). My legs are covered in bruises, but they're not broken, so I can walk. Several people on the bridge stopped to help, and an off-duty firefighter jogging by took my bike for me. I have an amazing boyfriend who's been taking great care of me (he took these pics with his sidekick).




Unfortunately, there's no way I'll be able to complete the AIDS/Lifecycle in three weeks. Thank you to everyone who supported me, and hopefully I'll be able to ride it next year.




Now I need to take time to heal. I doubt that I'll be able to blog again any time soon. I've had a blast sharing my experiences with all of you, and reading about some of your lives. I hope to be back soon...




And so, this is exNavyMike signing off. Enjoy your summer, and Stay Gold!

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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

SELF PIC OF THE DAY
Another 60 mile Bike Ride


My training for June's AIDS/Lifecycle is going well. I had my long ride of the week today. I did a tri-borough, sixty-mile ride.



Today's long ride was a lot more scenic and a lot more enjoyable than last week's long ride along the L.I.E. service road out to Long Island.



I biked from Brooklyn, over the Manhattan Bridge into the city, and up the West Side Highway Bike path, which is beautiful. I reached the very northern end of the bike path and took the above self pic.



My odometer read twenty-five miles, and I was aiming for a 60 mile round trip ride, so I didn't want to turn back south yet. I considered heading south and burning ten miles in Central Park, but I decided instead to explore wherever I was, which seemed to be North of Harlem (if there is such a place...)



I just kept biking north. As the island narrowed, I had to bike inland to the east to continue north. I eventually landed on Broadway, which I knew runs north for miles and miles, so I stayed on that.




I went over a small bridge spanning a nondescript body of water and suspected that I might be in the Bronx. The only thing I know about the Bronx is that Van Cortlandt Park is there.



I ran cross country in high school, so I spent every Saturday of the fall for four years running races in Van Cortlandt. I wasn't sure where the park was, but I realized that I was biking beneath the elevated 1 train, which I sometimes took to meets, so I kept heading north. Right at the 30-mile mark, the midpoint of my ride, I found Van Cortlandt Park.



I rode my bike along the race trail, which is what all of these pictures are. I remembered how insanely scared I used to be before races, how my stomach used to be swamped with butterflies. It was strange to be back there after fifteen years, after everything I've been through.



This last pic is of me standing where the finish line of a race would be.

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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

SELF PIC OF THE DAY
Lost with Robert


I biked 45 miles today. I biked into the city, up and down the West Side Highway bike path for a bit, used the gym, biked around Central Park for the first time, and then I met Robert after he got off work to catch up on Lost.

The Juliet episode, where we find out that she's a mole, was great! The following wo eps were decent.

When I went to leave after our three episodes, it was night and we were in the middle of a thunderstorm. I froze as I biked down the West Side Highway in the pouring rain. I was completely soaked. The rain had let up by the time I hit the Manhattan Bridge, but still, biking over the Bridge in the wet and gloomy dark was creepy. The rain picked up again when I biked through Prospect Park and that was downright scary; I was the only person in the Park, and all of my years of watching Halloween and Friday the Thirteenth movies came back to bite me. The rain made it difficult to keep my eyes open. My hands were so numb by the time I reached home that I had a lot of trouble unlocking my front door.

Ah, well, that's the price I pay for good TV ;)

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FUNNY GAY COMMERCIAL
One out of Ten Men...



Here's a funny Argentian commercial on YouTube. Thanks to AmericanUrge for posting this.

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BROOKLYN PIC OF THE DAY
Union Street Bridge





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Monday, April 30, 2007

MY WISH LIST
Fun on Amazon


I'm a List Man. I love making lists. A list for grocery shopping. A to do list for the day. A list of all the X-Men. Just for the heck of it. Lists lists lists.


One of my favorite lists: my Amazon Wish List. It's mostly stuff I'd like but would never buy for myself. These would be the minor indulgences if I ever won the lottery.



What's on your list?


Check out my Amazon Wish List Here!
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HARRY POTTER BIRTHDAY
and My CrackPotter Cat Theory


Chris' parents sent me the audio book version of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, so I had something fun to open for my birthday this morning. Thanks!

I've been re-listening to the books to prepare for this summer's seventh and final book. I just finished book three, Prisoner of Azkaban, so I need to step it up.

Listening to Azkaban again gave me a pretty crazy theory. Check this out (disclaimer: as always, since I've only ever listened to the books and haven't seen the words on the page, I'll probably misspell everything):

-Author Rowling has stated in interviews that she is not introducing any new major characters in the final novel, but some very minor characters will have large roles.

-Book six ends with the mystery of who is "R.A.B."? Those are the initials of of the person who stole the hawcrux Harry and Dumbledore thought they had found.

-Is R.A.B. Regulus Black, Sirius' brother? He was a Death Eater who was supposedly killed when he turned on Voldemorte. Did his turning on Voldemorte involve stealing the hawcrux? I relistend to Book six with Chris in the fall and was surprised how often Regulus is mentioned. His name keeps coming up, even though we've never met him.

-Or have we met him? Remember, Rowling said she's not introducing any new characters, so Regulus must already be in the series.

-One of the best parts of Azkaban, in my opinion, is the revelation that Scabbers, who had been in the first two books as Ron's rat, was actually Peter Pettigrew, the fiend responsible for betraying Harry's Parents. Will book seven give us a similar revelation of a character being more than we realized?

-In Azkaban, Lupin explains that the animage spell is extremely difficult and can go horribly wrong. Can "horribly wrong" mean that a wizard, fleeing from Voldemort after betraying him, accidentally traps himself as a cat?

My theory: Hermione's cat Crookshanks is Regulus Black!

This would explain why he's such an insanely smart cat, why he repeatedly tries to attack Scabbers (whom he recognizes to be Pettigrew), and why he befriends Sirius even though Sirius is in dog form.


So, what do you think? Too crazy? Is Hermione's beloved cat actually Harry Potter's deceased godfather's presumed dead former Death Eater brother trapped in an animage spell gone wrong? R.A.B. = Crookshanks. Stranger things have happened...

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
33 years old today


Today's my birthday, and nothing says birthday like pizza and Carvel ice cream cake!

I drove out to Long Island for pizza and cake with my family. I had a blast playing on the trampoline with my nieces and nephew.



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BROOKLYN PIC OF THE DAY
Park Slope




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